Hey Beautiful Souls,
We often think of the ceremony as the peak.
The sacred space.
The moment when everything changes.
And sometimes it is.
But more often than not, the real ceremony begins afterward.
In the ordinary.
In the repeat of old patterns.
In the choices we make when no one is watching.
That’s where the medicine starts to weave itself into your life.
That’s where integration becomes not a thing you do—but a way you live.
So this week, I want to offer a reminder:
Your life is the ceremony.
Integration Has a Rhythm
For decades, I’ve held the belief that integration isn’t a follow-up step to medicine work.
It’s not what happens after.
It’s the heartbeat of the entire process.
Integration has always lived at the core of my work—quietly shaping how I hold space, how I walk with others, and how I move through my own life.
And what I’ve seen again and again is this:
Integration has a rhythm.
It’s not linear. It’s not predictable. But it moves.
And if you’re listening—it carries you.
Sometimes you’re glowing—full of insight and hope.
Sometimes you’re unraveling—emotional, unsure, doubting everything.
Sometimes you’re quietly listening, catching whispers in the silence.
Other times you’re acting differently, moving in ways that reflect the truth you saw.
And then there are moments where you hit resistance—within yourself or in the world around you.
Eventually, if you stay in relationship with it, something begins to root.
A new way of being. Slowly. Gently.
It’s not a checklist. It’s not a phase.
It’s a rhythm.
One you learn to move with, again and again.
Living the Insights
This is the part I care most about.
Not the peak experiences.
But what you do with them.
The pause before reacting
The decision to soften where you used to armor
The tiny moment where you say yes to your truth instead of your pattern
That’s integration.
That’s ceremony continued.
I’ve developed a framework over the years to help people live into this process with more ease and awareness.
It’s gentle. It’s embodied. And it honors the wisdom of slow change.
I’ll be sharing more about that soon.
For now, I just want to offer this:
You don’t need another breakthrough.
You need space to live the one you already had.
Alice’s Psychedelic Playlist
This week’s song feels like a threshold—soft, steady, and full of remembering:
Let it walk beside you.
Tools for Transformation
Journaling Prompt:
What truth from the medicine am I still learning how to live?
Try This:
Choose one insight you’ve received and ask, “What would it look like to practice this today, in the smallest possible way?”
In Your Corner, Always
The work doesn’t end when the journey ends.
It begins there.
And integration?
It’s not something you rush.
It’s something you live.
In May, I’ll be opening a space for those of you who are ready to deepen into this rhythm together.
But for now, trust this:
You’re not behind.
You’re not broken.
You’re becoming.
With you always,
Alice